The hardest thing about knowing you couldn’t give all of yourself over to me like I did to you…is that you spent so much time pretending that you did.
Frustrated because I can’t tell if it’s real. Mad because I don’t know how you feel. Upset because we can’t make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won’t take my hand. Aggravated because you don’t understand. Disappointed because we can’t be together, but still I’ll love you forever.